For many years I’ve been tending and amending the soil so that the seeds of my dreams and purpose can settle in and begin taking root. With regular doses of love, focus, dedication & practice they are finally sprouting and getting ready to bloom. Every aspect of my life and business is in a major expansion phase, and it’s ALL happening at the exact same time! A brand new album, music video, fresh website, bandmates, touring opportunities, music licensing, retreats and more…It’s EVERYTHING I’ve been visualizing and praying for….and yet it feels slightly terrifying.
It is scary to put yourself out there and risk being judged and rejected. But then I have to ask myself…”what is the alternative?” I’m not going hide and play small or wait until every detail is figured out. I’m choosing to ride this wave and answer the calling of my soul. Yes I have come so far but still have so much further to go. I am a work in progress and that’s okay. I often notice old patterns of doubt creeping in and I can go from having moments of extreme gratitude and clarity to feeling totally blocked and overwhelmed. I know that it’s all part of the expansion necessary for me to fully rise up to my fullest potential.
My entire life has been in preparation to answer this calling. It is indeed Time To Shine! Growth often brings discomfort and requires us to stretch, to dig deeper and make to peace with our limitations. It can feel stressful and challenging but presents a valuable invitation to experience life at higher more fulfilling level.
An important lesson I learned from childbirth is this: When I am pushed to the absolute edge of what I think I can handle, I have within me more strength and courage than I ever thought was possible and so do you!